… trough my fingers
What if we meet again? just one more time. What would happen?
I thought a lot of times in the possibility but never could find the right situation. I mean, what if…?
After such an end between us, after all my fucking drama on our goodbye, what could I expect? I do not know.
I avoid common places, not so effectivelly, because I do not try so hard, but I am affraid. I would not know how to act. I have been thinking that I would stay motionless staring at her feeling all my life is in front of my eyes.
She was… what am I sayin!, I could bet my fucking ass she still IS my thorn, my weakness, my mercy. THAT’S WHY I dont wanna see her, that’s why I try to forget, that’s why I avoid places, scenes, memories, people, gifts, actings and ways of living.
Even today july 27th.
There’s all kinds of different ways to get fired.
seizure // hunters
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